i dont need more. i dont even want more. all i want is to stay how we are. but staying how we are is like standing on a tight rope. we are in perfect equilibrium, but with one small movement, we could be over the edge.
i never want to lose you. i never want to be anything but what we are right now.
to get over you is to not be your friend. to not be your friend is painful, as you mean so much more to me AS my friend than almost everyone else. but to be your friend is to feel this way, while simultaneously watching you drift away from me until eventually you are gone.
what kind of a choice is this?
please just stay for always.