i didn't choose for it to be so, but i am completely resigned from this.
it is easier to give up on things when your subconscious decides for you and you don't have to make the decision to get over it yourself.
aaand my application to go to Spain for fall semester was accepted. now, i just have to hope and pray that nothing goes wrong in the mean time and that nothing messes it up.
also, perfect coffee/exchange of words today with James. always on the same page, i missed you!
things to look forward to the rest of the week:
- girls night with steph tomorrow (beer + movies + pizza = (L) )
- lunch with ryanguy on thursday
- drum for my bday on friday... my favorite people are all coming !!!
- karaoke on saturday
- no longer feeling like i've felt this entire past week
Swing life away!