"Well i sure havent sent you a message on our old chain in a long time. Might as well start a new one. Anyways, it does have a purpose. Now i understand that i dont live in Calgary and i am not with you every day, i dont know any of your friends, and i dont know of any of your relations with them, but i just wanted to tell you, that you have so much going for you cant fret on life too hard. i read (and bookmarked:p) you're blog and i really want to know what is tearing you up so bad. you... YOU are this beautiful girl who is intelligent, caring, and absoluetly phenomenal in so many ways i cant describe. You are the one thing in this life that i stumble on words to give an acurate description.... i just go back to using a handful of synonyms for great haha. Whatever it is in life that is the route of your anxiety, and whatever the dilemma is that your facing, just know that you have too many qualities for your life to turn out anything short of perfect. Honestly, if this little message isnt going to change your dilemma your anxiety, or your little sad face status. I just hope it puts a smile on your face, just for a little while. Because, that would make me smile too. :)"
i don't mean for my blog to sound overly distressing. i'm a happy person, i swear! its just that the things that bother me are the only things that i write about. i vent about them on the internet so that i can be happy-g0-lucky in real life.
so yes, i am troubled and discouraged and lost, but who isn't? and on top of all of this, i am excited and optimistic, i am in love with so many aspects of my life, i appreciate the little things and i have goals and dreams! so please remember this when reading this blog: allisonthinksyouarecool.blogspot.com is officially my place to complain!
AND SEAN, for the next time you read: i love you and you are the greatest friend that i could ask for. i've known you for so long and no matter how much time it is between seeing you, everything always seems to fall back into place immediately. you are amazing in every way! <3